The new Posh line releases this week…without me. (sigh) I love Posh. I love everything about Posh, except for missing conferences. Ann Dalton designed this conference with me in mind, I’m sure, because it promises to be right up my alley, it being held in Nashville and with me being a country girl and all.
I wanted to go. I mean, I really wanted to go. But alas, I admit it was simply not meant to be. The conference date this year got rescheduled from August to July, smack dab in the middle of summer church camps. Dutifully (sigh), I decided to keep my priorities straight. God first. Posh somewhere down the line. (sigh)
Summer camps became a summer thing for me more than 30 years ago. People always tell me to have fun when I get ready for a camp, and I must look at them with that strange, are you an alien from outer space and do understand my language kind of gaze that leaves us all feeling just a little unsettled. They do realize I’m not going as a camper, right? It’s not about me having fun; it’s about me pouring out myself in service for others. I find it fulfilling, not fun-filled.
Yet serving at youth camps does fill my soul. The friendships garnered over the years enriched my life beyond measure. They comforted me in an overwhelming way when Alma died, and I count those friends more precious than diamonds or dollars. The rich comradeship from working on projects that actually go off without a hitch, or well, with very few noticeable hitches, I find more valuable than a paycheck. And the moments I feel God smiling I count most precious of all. Like Paul, I count it all joy.
I’m camping this week, but you can bet I’m humming an old country love song in my heart. And I promise, no sighing!